SECRETO DE AMOR

Tiring day again..huhuhu…hmmmm…today me n fiza (each of us..hehehe) had a bowl of delicious bihun sup..yummy!..b4 dat we had our date wif mr ‘hensem’, mr remmy..hmmm..and again as usual..he will not interrupt our lab lecture..he will just..sengih2..angguk2…n no geleng2..huh!..but for me..it’s up to him..i don’t care..huh!..
but..one thing today dat made me..almost angry + mad..is about my two good frens…I don’t noe whether they will recognize themselves in dis post or not..
hmmm..actually I can admit wat they were keep talking about my boy…blame him 4 wat he had done to me..n more bad attitude dat I wont tell all of u…honestly..i feel nothing bout wat they were said to me,sindir2 ke during these 3,4 days ago…but since yesterday…hmmm..i felt uncomfortable wif both of them…
I’m not blame them for their opinion…ok…everything hav their own rite to give n speak out wat they r thinking n feel…but…4 me…some thing or bad thing like bad manner of other people(lagi la hal yg kurang enak pasal bf)…just let it be a secret among frens ok…
I told them about my problem not to let everybody know..and I think as a good fren.. they will not let anybody know without my permission or willing…huh!..
actually I hate to hate my own good fren…but plezzz…don’t let me do that…coz I can be more cruel than rika sumanto!.
.hmmmm…plez respect my heart n my feeling…I just need someone to share with…tak semestinya kite tahu semua benda yg besfren kite cite kite leh bitau org lain yg juga kawan kite sendiri…even he or she ask u…u can say the word NO!...”I cant tell u coz dis might be a secret to her..u better ask her to know bout that..”..dat is a simple answer to protect ur own besfren’s secret..SECRETO DE AMOR…
plezzz la…I’m so tired with all my problems..assignments lagi..tutorial n lab report…I understand u r just trying 2 help me…solve my problems…k..dats so ok..i really appreciate that….sgt terharu pun ade..sekurang2nye..dah berjauhan dari mak ayah ade jg org yg syg kat kite bile kat cni…but jgn la smp org lain pun perlu tahu benda yg secret…even I didn’t mention 2 u my problem was a secret of my life…u can think bout it rationally…I really hope someone will understand me n give me some respect to my feeling…just dat..thank u…

familia N mi amigas

BORING, BORING,BORING!!!!..so boring dis morning...hmmm..i did a mistake to someone...i dont know whether he mad with me or not...hmmm...guilty maa...like in the prison..waaaa!!!..PRISON BREAK??!!!..wat da h***l!!!...wat i'm gonna do???...

ohhhh...madreno...padreno..huhuhu...i miss both of u a lot...tak sabar rasa nak jumpa...bestnye klu dapat cam dulu2 skang ni kan...

friends...sweet memory among us wont be deleted from my life history...having such a wonderful like both u gain me much,much more LOVE in dis world...

long length chatting....

lame betul chatting ngan chikin mlm ni...she is such a good fren+listener...hmmmm...i cant wait to go home...hug my mom n dad..my naim..angah..capik n adik...ohhh god...i missed them damn much!!!...(i am crying...huhuhu...)...malas dah nak pikir hal2 berkaitan cinta yg menyakitkan jiwa...i just nak bahagia je...tapi syukur la i still hav family n frens yg always stay beside me...
but....oh god...i still remember him...i cant throw him just like dat...can anyone understand me????...hate it!..why i am so weak???...why i cant live without him...who is he???...why he has become a VIP in my life???...WHY!!!...k..i think..i wanna share u the story bout unique power...
last sem..in final exam for first paper...4P..me n fakrul almost break up...i felt like a crazy woman along da day coz my paper is at noon..so i had being like..hav u watch the movie 'home alone'...da cute boy shouted.."argghhhhh!!!!"...like dat la i jerit dlm bilik...tension sgt2...i cant concerntrate on my notes n books...frust menonggeng!!..but i took da paper quite well..thank god...b4 i go to the exam...i read Quran many pages...i let myself to Allah...begging Him to save me from losing my mind n iman..let me had my 1st paper without failed it..i kept thinking bout my mom n dad...i dont want let them cry 4 my failure in dis paper...so...i went to exam...calmly...the next paper...we got fine together again..thank god..i can managed myself completely until my last paper..and my result was increase from the previous sem...oh...i'm so glad dat time...
quite boring???...but...i just wanna tell u dat..there are 2 unique power...first...Allah..second..person dat we love...dat help me to wake up from my fallen...think bout it......

can it be???

hi guys...hmmm..firstly..i wanna say thanks to my dear friends ain n chikin 4 their comments...last nite...i was totally sad..but today..everything are better...
hmmm..but...guys...do u believe with love dat between 2 persons dat with contrast age??..can it be??..
hmmm..u noe..just now i met again with my junior dat i met last nite...hehehe..wat a funny to say..leh ke i terpikir nak cople ngan dia...LOL..hahahaha...it's sounds funny...
yesterday i asked him "why do u need a gf?"..then he said.."i need someone close to me and share everything with me"..i said.."me too.."..hehehehe...
he such a very good guy..but his ex-gf was too stupid..betrayed him...wat a h**l!..just now mase makan..i terpikir apa tau...i wanna ask him.."kite cople nak awak?"...hahahaha...FUNNY+CRAZY!!!...huhuhu...i hope he will not read my blog...hahahaha...it was just something dat suddenly pop out from my naked brain..
hmmm...poor farah...hahaha...nothing la friend...just wanna something part of my life...:)...daaaa...

hmmmm...man...

hi guys...lame dah tak drop here..today i'm quite tired...i was fasting with fiza...went to pekan with chikin n fiza also..hmmm..chikin pun mood not really good..coz of tut,tut..haha..just now i met one of my brother...lame betul borak ngan dia...best borak ngan dia..he is such a really matured guy..huhuhu..he's younger than me..dat's poor of me..hehehe..i'm not dat type k!..but one thing dat keep disturbing me now is..my boy..hmmm..actually..i had forgot bout him 4 dis 2,3 days ago..saje buat2 bz...dia pun kot...but just now..he msg me..want to manje2 ngan me little bit..tup,tup..nak tdo plak dah..huhuhu...dah la tergantung je msg tu...dat is my pantang larang dlm bermsg..huhuhu...wat a man..kena la bersabr kan walau apa pun yg berlaku...chikin is totally rite..how come i can stand 4 dat man 4 a long time..hmmm..i got no answer la chikin...we r different in thinking bout man n give mark to them..but..i really appreciate ur 'think n advice' to me..hmmmm...sedih gak la ngan relation camni...we had plan to meet each other since last month...tapi at last...tak jumpa pum..cancel..totally cancel...dia xde cuti waktu tu..hmmm..sedihnye..SEDIH!..tapi nak wat lagu mana cheq..huhuhu...i told him dat we will meet another time..but i dont think we will...:(..dios amigas...