lame betul chatting ngan chikin mlm ni...she is such a good fren+listener...hmmmm...i cant wait to go home...hug my mom n dad..my naim..angah..capik n adik...ohhh god...i missed them damn much!!!...(i am crying...huhuhu...)...malas dah nak pikir hal2 berkaitan cinta yg menyakitkan jiwa...i just nak bahagia je...tapi syukur la i still hav family n frens yg always stay beside me...
but....oh god...i still remember him...i cant throw him just like dat...can anyone understand me????...hate it!..why i am so weak???...why i cant live without him...who is he???...why he has become a VIP in my life???...WHY!!!...k..i think..i wanna share u the story bout unique power...
last sem..in final exam for first paper...4P..me n fakrul almost break up...i felt like a crazy woman along da day coz my paper is at noon..so i had being like..hav u watch the movie 'home alone'...da cute boy shouted.."argghhhhh!!!!"...like dat la i jerit dlm bilik...tension sgt2...i cant concerntrate on my notes n books...frust menonggeng!!..but i took da paper quite well..thank god...b4 i go to the exam...i read Quran many pages...i let myself to Allah...begging Him to save me from losing my mind n iman..let me had my 1st paper without failed it..i kept thinking bout my mom n dad...i dont want let them cry 4 my failure in dis paper...so...i went to exam...calmly...the next paper...we got fine together again..thank god..i can managed myself completely until my last paper..and my result was increase from the previous sem...oh...i'm so glad dat time...
quite boring???...but...i just wanna tell u dat..there are 2 unique power...first...Allah..second..person dat we love...dat help me to wake up from my fallen...think bout it......
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i'm always there for you.=)
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